Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Start of Phase 2: Consolidation

Today we went to visit the clinic after having a full week off of steroids and other chemo drugs. Molly is still taking septra twice a week to prevent a certain kind of pneumonia (yeah! Spelled THAT right the 1st time!), but other than that we have been drug free! Molly's mood and personality has done a complete 180 degree turn-around. It took about 3 days, but she is now the cheerful, playful, excitable toddler she used to be. I really couldn't remember her being so happy before... I had to go back and watch videos I took of her to see how she was before the cancer started this dance with her.

Finally some smiles!
It really is a dance... she isn't fighting cancer, she's dancing with it. And when it's too tired to dance anymore, it will go away and she won't dance with it again. I hear stories of children having relapses and even giving in to the cancer after relapsing. I don't know anything about how their lives were being lived out during that time, because they don't post on their blogs what they were eating or how much exercise they were getting. But I am determined to help Molly's immune system grow as strong as it can to keep the cancer too tired to dance. I will certainly NOT let it enter our lives again because of poor diet and inactivity. This means we won't be eating much sugar, refined grains, red meat, and dairy. I am sure I am leaving a lot of stuff out of that small "do not eat EVER" list, but I don't want to spend too much time on that right now. "EVER?" you say? Well, alright we'll eat them sparingly. But they are no longer going to be a staple in our diet.We just can't strengthen the cancer with those foods anymore.

At the clinic today the nurse accessed Molly's port with the needle and tried to draw blood for labs. The port line under her skin must have been clogged because she just could not get any blood! She pushed and pulled lots of saline through the port hoping to dislodge any small clots, but it didn't work and we ended up giving up on labs for the time being and got sent down to the RTU for Molly's lumbar puncture. We finished that, and returned to the clinic to get our chemo schedule for the next phase, and to try to get a blood draw again. They administered just enough tPA (tissue plasminogen activator) to dissolve any clots in the port line, and then tried to draw blood again. It worked!

Molly had her blood drawn for labs on Christmas eve, and the results from that were all where we wanted them to be. Everything is working so far, Molly is still low-risk, and we are moving on to the Consolidation phase. Here is the treatment for this phase:

  • Second phase: Consolidation. The goal of consolidation therapy is to reduce the number of disease cells left in the body. The drugs and doses used during consolidation therapy depend on the patient's risk factors. 4 weeks long.
    • 1x/day chemo drug by mouth (mercaptopurine or PURINETHOL) (Side effects: low blood counts, possible liver damage)
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
    • 3x/phase on days 1, 8, and 15 lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or (TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite)

We had a fantastic Christmas and Molly and Big Sis got way too many presents, but they deserve them anyways. I am so happy that Molly had enough time to detox from the steroids before Christmas day. Big Sis has been saying that she misses playing with Molly, and I am incredibly overjoyed that they could play together with all their new toys all day! I also enjoyed myself some new Doctor Who episodes (yay!). Daddy was scheduled to work at the theater all night though (boo!). I think that Daddy working so often at nights makes the time we have together mean that much more to us, and we use it more wisely.

Molly and Big Sis opening presents on Christmas 2012!


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Molly's chemo treatment schedule (abandoned in maintenance cycle 7/8 due to relapse)

Molly's Low-Risk ALL chemo treatment schedule (Protocol AALL1331)
(may differ from other ALL patient's treatment schedules)
  • DONE! First phase: Remission Induction. The goal of induction therapy is to bring the disease into remission. Remission is when the patient's blood counts return to normal and bone marrow samples show no sign of disease. 4 weeks long.
    • 2x/day chemo steroids by mouth (dexamethasone or DECADRON) (Side effects: increased appetite, insomnia, irritability, water retention in face and other possible areas of body, weakness, increased stomach acid)
    • 2x/day antacid by mouth (ranitidine or ZANTAC) (Side effects: no common side effects)
    • 2x/day on Mon and Tue preventative antibiotic for pneumonia by mouth (trimethoprim and sulfamethoxazole or SEPTRA) (Side effects: no common side effects)
    • 1x/week chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (pegaspargase or PEG L-asparaginase) (Side effects: nausea, weakness, poor appetite, stomach pain)
  • DONE! Second phase: Consolidation. The goal of consolidation therapy is to reduce the number of disease cells left in the body. The drugs and doses used during consolidation therapy depend on the patient's risk factors. 4 weeks long.
    • 1x/day chemo drug by mouth (mercaptopurine or PURINETHOL) (Side effects: low blood counts, possible liver damage)  
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
  • DONE! Third phase: Interim Maintenance I 4 weeks delayed because of RSV. 8 weeks long.
    • 5x/phase (10 days apart) chemo drug through the port implant (methotrexate or (TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • 5x/phase (10 days apart) chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
  • DONE! Fourth phase: Delayed Intensification 8 weeks long.
    • 2x/day on days 1-7 and 15-21 chemo steroids by mouth (dexamethasone or DECADRON) (Side effects: increased appetite, insomnia, irritability, water retention in face and other possible areas of body, weakness, increased stomach acid)
    • 3x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
    • 3x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (doxorubicin or RUBEX) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, hair loss)
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (pegaspargase or PEG L-asparaginase) (Side effects: nausea, weakness, poor appetite, stomach pain)
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (cyclophosphamide or CYTOXAN) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, hair loss, loss of fertility, poor appetite)
    • 1x/day on days 29-42 chemo drug by mouth (thioguanine or 6-TG) (Side effects: nausea, low blood counts, poor appetite)
    • 1x/day on days 29-32 and 36-39 through the port implant (cytarabine or CYTOSAR-U) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores)
  • DONE! Fifth phase: Interim Maintenance II 8 weeks long.
    • 5x/phase (10 days apart) chemo drug through the port implant (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • 5x/phase (10 days apart) chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
  •  RELAPSED IN 7TH CYCLE Sixth phase: Final Maintenance. If a patient stays in remission after induction, consolidation, interim maintenance and delayed intensification therapies, maintenance therapy begins. The goal is to destroy any disease cells that remain so that the leukemia is completely gone. 12 weeks long, 8 cycles.
    • 1x/day chemo drug by mouth (mercaptopurine or PURINETHOL) (Side effects: low blood counts, possible liver damage)
    • 1x/phase chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
    • 2x/day on days 1-5 chemo steroids by mouth (dexamethasone or DECADRON) (Side effects: increased appetite, insomnia, irritability, water retention in face and other possible areas of body, weakness, increased stomach acid)
    • 1x/week chemo drug by mouth (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite)
  • Ongoing treatment: Central Nervous System (CNS) Prophylaxis Chemotherapy. During all three phases of chemotherapy treatment, many patients receive extra chemotherapy to destroy leukemia cells that may have spread to the central nervous system (the brain and spinal cord). This chemotherapy is injected right into the spinal fluid using a lumbar puncture (spinal tap) or an Omaya reservoir (a device placed under the scalp). It is called intrathecal chemotherapy.
    • DONE! Day 1 and 8 of Induction - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite)
    • DONE! Day 1, 8, and 15 of Consolidation - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • DONE! Day 31 of Interim Maintenance I - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • DONE! Day 1 and 29 of Delayed Instensification - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • DONE! Day 1 and 31 of Interim Maintenance II - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite
    • RELAPSED IN 7TH CYCLE Day 1 in each 12 week cycle of Final Maintenance - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration (methotrexate or TREXALL) (Side effects: low blood counts, nausea, mouth sores, poor appetite)

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Induction Phase

Week 1
When we brought Molly home it was a little weird because I didn't know what life was going to be like from now on. She still had her port in and the Home Health Care nurse came to show me how to administer her ceftazidime medication. Molly was still not walking so we had to carry her to the toilet every time she thought she had to go (which was VERY often... ) and she had that increased appetite because of the dexamethasone steroids so we had to carry her to the kitchen often to find something she wanted to eat. We found out quickly that her specific food craving was anything that had tomatoes in it... ketchup, spaghetti sauce, pizza, etc. If she had macaroni and cheese, it had to have ketchup on it. We also learned that it was best to make spaghetti noodles and macaroni & cheese in bulk so it was really quick to dish some out and reheat it real quick for her.

Week 2
We visited the Hematology/Oncology Clinic for the first time on Wed Nov 28th. Big Sis was at Ama's house because they don't allow siblings to come to the clinic. They took blood for her labs and then started her on a platelet transfusion before they could give her the vincristine chemo. The lab results came back and her red blood cells were pretty low but the doctors decided to hold off one more week to give her a transfusion for that. They sent us down to the Rapid Treatment Unit (RTU) to do a spinal tap again in Molly's back. For the rest of the week we just basically tried to stay busy so we didn't get bored. Even though we still took Big Sis to her tumbling and dance classes, and went shopping and whatever else we needed to do, it felt like we were just living our lives around Molly's medication and potty schedule. We had steroids first thing in the morning, ceftazidime into her port right after that, amlodipine for blood pressure at noon, ceftazidime into her port again in the afternoon, steroids at dinner time, and ceftazidime into her port at midnight. Molly was getting crankier and crankier as the week went by. We noticed that her face started getting really puffy and her belly also got big. Her hair was starting to fall out more too. We also had to have the home health care nurse come by to change Molly's port line (remove the needle, clean the area, stick a new needle and line into the port through her chest) because it needs to be done once a week.
Hair is getting thinner, cheeks are getting fatter...

Week 3
Visited the clinic again on Wed Dec 5th. They took labs through her port again, and administered the vincristine. Then we were taken back to the transfusion room where they put Molly on red blood cells and we sat there for a couple hours. Molly took a nap and I read a book. When that was finished, we had to stay for a half hour to make sure Molly didn't have an allergic reaction to the donor blood, and the oncology doctors came to tell us that we can stop the ceftazidime through her port and remove the port line. We went home and resumed life as best we could.  Things seemed a bit more relaxed without the 3x/day port medication, but I still got basically nothing done around the house because Molly needed food so often and every time she needed to pass gas she thought she had to use the toilet. I think I lost 3 lbs this week from carrying chubby Molly to the bathroom, kitchen, living room, Mommy's bed, etc. Molly gained 3 lbs from all the food and the water retention in her face and belly.

Chubby cheeks and belly
Week 4
Clinic visit on Wed Dec 12th. Big Sis spent the day at Grandma Jayne's this week. At the clinic they took labs and administered vincristine again. It was a quick visit this week since we didn't have any outpatient procedures in the RTU or any transfusions. The rest of the week was pretty much the same as last week but Molly was even more cranky and even more hungrier. We ran out of ketchup finally (that stuff really isn't healthy at all, especially for a cancer patient) and Molly had me carry her to the kitchen several times because she just *knew* that we had ketchup hiding somewhere. Molly's face is so puffy I cannot even recognize her. her hair is still falling out a little at a time, but she doesn't have any glaring bald spots yet. I was counting down the days to Dec 18th, her last dose of steroids for this phase. It was a tough week for me, because my mood hormones were low and it made me tired and irritable, which doesn't mix well with a toddler on steroids. I had to apologize several times to Molly for losing my cool and yelling at her.

Wed Dec 19th, we went to the clinic and they took blood for labs again. Her levels were improving as much as they should be. They didn't give her any vincristine this week, but they did send us down to the RTU to do a spinal tap again and to do a bone marrow aspirate (just take the marrow, instead of a chunk of bone as well). The oncology doctor gave me some papers to read through for the COG study and said that if we consented to participating in the study, we would be randomized to one of two arms of treatment; the standard treatment protocol with all the standard chemo treatments and clinic visits once a week, or a new study protocol which uses more doses of one chemo treatment and less variety of other chemo treatments and we would have to do six three-day hospital stays in the next 5 months. The doctor told me that I had a week (until Dec 26th) to make the decision to either opt out of the study or to consent and have the study decide which protocol we'd be using.

In the last couple of days, Molly's mood has improved hundred-fold and she was laughing and playing with toys for the first time in over a month yesterday, 3 days after her last steroids dose. Her face is still puffy, but it is going down. She stopped asking for ketchup and other tomato foods and is back to eating toast and cereal for breakfast instead of spaghetti. She still has most of her hair, but it is noticeably thinner. No bald spots yet.

Aww... Molly's hair found a new home (this is from one brushing)

I'm so happy that we are done with the month of steroids, and that Molly is responding to the chemo. Whichever treatment arm we end up on next week, we will have about 8 week-long "pulses" of steroids over the next 2.5 years, but I think we can handle it now that I know what to expect.

Until next time... we love you and know you are thinking of us.

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Left: Molly at week 2.                  Right: Molly at week 5.




Saturday, December 15, 2012

Molly's first hospital stay, Pt 3

Thursday (Thanksgiving) through Saturday were pretty calm at the hospital. We had a few visitors (Nana, my favorite uncles Kristian and Mac and their amazing wives, and Daddy's boss even stopped by), but mostly it was long and boring. The doctors said that if her lab results on Saturday were no worse than before, she would be able to go home after they gave her the first pegaspargase chemo treatment. We spent those last three days at home cleaning the house and bleaching all the toys, and at the hospital keeping Molly happy with treats and activities, and I created a new crochet pattern for a "chemo cap," which I tested on Big Sis and found I made it too big.

Molly was now being given steroids three times a day, and because her blood pressure was up she is also taking 1x/day amlodipine (NORVASC). Molly had a mild fever right after her surgery and so the doctor also prescribed a 3x/day ceftazidime (FORTAZ) to be given through her IV port for 14 days.

The social worker gave us a lot of information on networks for parents and applications for financial aid. There was a lot of stuff in there such as Make-a-Wish Foundation, American Cancer Society, and even a medicaid application (because technically for the next 2.5 years Molly is disabled or something).

We did ask one of the oncologists how soon Molly would lose her hair, and she said that by the end of the induction phase her hair will be noticeably thinner. 

On Friday was Molly's 2nd birthday, and the social worker asked permission to have the nurses in to sing to her and give her some presents. We figured it would be fine and they sang fantastic and even gave Big Sis a present for being such a great big sister. We didn't really make a big deal of her birthday since we were planning on throwing her a big party after we got home.


That last morning, the wonderful nurse on duty went through the parent education test with me (she said Molly wouldn't be discharged until we finished the test) and went through which medications do what and when they are to be taken. She then showed me how to administer the ceftazidime into Molly's IV port. After we finished all that, I felt I was ready to take some sort of nursing exam and start work! The oncologist came in around noon to administer the pegaspargase chemo and then we watched for any allergic reactions for 2 hours.

Precisely at 4:00pm on Saturday we were allowed to take Molly home. That drive home was surreal because for the whole week it was like we were living in a strange dream that I was going to wake up from at any moment. And then suddenly we're in the car with Big Sis and Molly and Daddy and me and we're going HOME!

Molly sure was happy to get home and get back to her usual activities.

All of Molly's medications, minus the ceftazidime.
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Sunday, December 09, 2012

Molly's first hospital stay, Pt 2

Wed, Nov 21st, at about 6am one of the many wonderful nurses that took care of Molly during our stay at PCMC told us that Molly was scheduled to go into the OR at 7:30am. We were pretty excited about that because it meant Molly didn't have to go all day without food. The nurse had me take Molly's earrings out and we wheeled her bed through the halls and down to the 2nd floor where they put us and her bed into a room to wait for the anesthesiologist to come get her.
 
In the pre-operating room. She's smiling under that mask.
We didn't tell her what was happening because I know how awful anticipation can be, so when the anesthesiologist came to get her, we told her he was going to take her into another room and told her to have fun. We made sure not to make a big deal of it, and we also made sure the anesthesiologist knew that Molly loves her frog blankie, and to say "frog blankie" and "pink blankie" not like it's a description of the blanket, but like it's the blanket's name.

We were directed to the parent waiting room, where we checked in and told the front desk that we'd be going up to our room to eat breakfast instead of waiting downstairs for the 2 hours Molly would be in surgery. For the next 2 hours we pretty much relaxed. We ate breakfast in Molly's room, then I grabbed my cell phone charger and we went down to the waiting room. The surgeon who was placing the port came in shortly after we got there and told us he was finished... which surprised us, because it had only been about 30 minutes. But then we found out they had not done the lumbar puncture or bone marrow biopsy yet. So we waited in that room for the remaining time and right around the 2 hour mark the front desk called for "one parent for Molly" and James went to sit with Molly as she woke up from the anesthesia. I waited for what seemed like forever before the front desk called "Molly's mom to the front desk."

The halls on the 2nd floor have pictures of things like kites or hot air balloons on the floor, and I was told to walk down the hall to the hot air balloon and wait there where they'll bring Molly out. In a couple of minutes the doors opened there and Daddy and Molly came out. She didn't look miserable or anything, so I said hi, and I love you, and how are you, and we walked back up to her room.

When we got back to the room, we were told that her spinal fluid test was negative for cancer cells, so that tells us that the cancer hasn't traveled to her brain. They'll be testing her spinal fluid periodically throughout the treatment to make sure it remains negative. We were given an outline for the treatment Molly will be getting.

Quick lesson: Molly's chemo treatment schedule

  • First phase: Remission Induction Chemotherapy. The goal of induction therapy is to bring the disease into remission. Remission is when the patient's blood counts return to normal and bone marrow samples show no sign of disease. 4 weeks long.
    • 2x/day chemo steroids by mouth (dexamethasone or DECADRON) (Side effects: increased appetite, insomnia, irritability, water retention in face and other possible areas of body, weakness, increased stomach acid)
    • 2x/day antacid by mouth (ranitidine or ZANTAC) (Side effects: no common side effects)
    • 2x/day on Mon and Tue preventative antibiotic for pneumonia by mouth (trimethoprim and sulfamethoxazole or SEPTRA) (Side effects: no common side effects)
    • 1x/week chemo drug through the port implant (vincristine or ONCOVIN) (Side effects: hair loss)
    • 1x/month chemo drug through the port implant (pegaspargase or PEG L-asparaginase) (Side effects: nausea, weakness, poor appetite, stomach pain)
  •  Second phase: Consolidation Chemotherapy. The goal of consolidation therapy is to reduce the number of disease cells left in the body. The drugs and doses used during consolidation therapy depend on the patient's risk factors. 4 to 8 months long.
    • We don't have the treatment schedule for this yet. 
  •  Third phase: Maintenance Chemotherapy. If a patient stays in remission after induction and consolidation therapy, maintenance therapy begins. The goal is to destroy any disease cells that remain so that the leukemia is completely gone. 2 to 3 years long.
    • We don't have the treatment schedule for this yet.
  • Ongoing treatment: Central Nervous System (CNS) Prophylaxis Chemotherapy. During all three phases of chemotherapy treatment, many patients receive extra chemotherapy to destroy leukemia cells that may have spread to the central nervous system (the brain and spinal cord). This chemotherapy is injected right into the spinal fluid using a lumbar puncture (spinal tap) or an Omaya reservoir (a device placed under the scalp). It is called intrathecal chemotherapy.
    • Day 1 of Induction - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration
    • Day 8 of Induction - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration
    • Day 29 of Induction - lumbar puncture and chemotherapy administration
    • We don't have the treatment schedule for any after this yet. 
 
The bone marrow biopsy was to test further what classification of ALL Molly has; and the results came back as Early pre-B cell ALL.

Quick lesson: Classification of childhood leukemia
Doctors have found that lab tests provide more detailed information about the subtype of ALL. These tests help divide ALL into groups based on the immunophenotype of the leukemia, which takes into account:
  • The type of a kind of white blood cell (lymphocyte) (B-cell or T-cell) the leukemia cells come from
  • How mature these leukemia cells are 
There are 4 main subtypes of ALL, as shown below
  • Early pre-B cell; 60%-65% frequency
  • Pre-B cell; 20%-25% frequency
  • Mature B cell; 2%-3% frequency
  • T cell; 15%-18% frequency
B-cell ALL is the most common. T-cell ALL affects boys more often than girls and it affects older children more than does B-cell.

Quick lesson: (Source: http://www.cancer.org/cancer/leukemiainchildren/detailedguide/childhood-leukemia-prognostic-factors)

Prognostic factors for children with ALL
Different systems are used to classify childhood ALL risk. In one of the more common systems, children with ALL are divided into standard-risk, high-risk, or very high-risk groups, with more intensive treatment given for higher risk patients. Generally, children at low risk have a better outlook than those at very high risk.

While all of the following are prognostic factors, only certain ones are used to determine which risk group a child falls into. (The first 2 factors – age at diagnosis and initial white blood cell count – are generally considered the most important.) It's important to know that many children with one or more poor prognostic factors can still be cured.
  • Age at diagnosis: Children with B-cell ALL between the ages of 1 and 9 tend to have better cure rates. Children younger than 1 year and children 10 years or older are considered high-risk patients. The outlook in T-cell ALL isn't affected much by age.
  • White blood cell (WBC) count: Children with ALL who have especially high WBC counts (greater than 50,000 cells per cubic millileter) when they are diagnosed are classified as high risk and need more intensive treatment.
  • Subtype of ALL: Children with pre-B or early pre-B-cell ALL generally do better than those with mature B-cell (Burkitt) leukemia. The outlook for T-cell ALL seems to be about the same as that for B-cell ALL as long as treatment is intense enough.
  • Gender: Girls with ALL may have a slightly higher chance of being cured than do boys. As treatments have improved in recent years, this difference has shrunk.
  • Race/ethnicity: African-American and Hispanic children with ALL tend to have a lower cure rate than children of other races.
  • Spread to certain organs: Spread of the leukemia into the spinal fluid, or the testicles in boys, increases the chance of a poor outcome. Enlargement of the spleen and liver is usually linked to a high WBC count, but some doctors view this as a separate sign that the outlook is not as favorable.
  • Number of chromosomes: Patients are more likely to be cured if their leukemia cells have more than 50 chromosomes (called hyperdiploidy), especially if there is an extra chromosome 4, 10, or 17. Hyperdiploidy can also be expressed as a "DNA index" of more than 1.16. Children whose leukemia cells have fewer chromosomes than the normal 46 (hypodiploidy) have a less favorable outlook.
  • Chromosome translocations: Translocations result from the swapping of genetic material (DNA) between chromosomes. Children whose leukemia cells have a translocation between chromosomes 12 and 21 are more likely to be cured. Those with a translocation between chromosomes 9 and 22 (the Philadelphia chromosome), 1 and 19, or 4 and 11 tend to have a less favorable prognosis. Some of these "poor" prognostic factors have become less important in recent years as treatment has improved.
  • Response to treatment: Children whose leukemia responds completely (major reduction of cancer cells in the bone marrow) within 1 to 2 weeks of chemotherapy have a better outlook than those whose leukemia does not. Children whose cancer does not respond may be given more intensive chemotherapy.



Molly is a low risk patient. She was 1 week away from her 2nd birthday at diagnoses, her white blood cell count was 6,200 per cubic milliliter, she has early pre-b cell ALL, she's a female, and the cancer hasn't spread to her spinal fluid.

Just out of surgery! It went very well.

Molly and Big Sis doing some coloring. It's much easier now that the hand IV is out!

This is a video of Molly hooking her cords up again after a trip to the bathroom. She insisted she do the task herself... if we even presumed to do it for her, she would get very upset!

All the family visited again, and since Nana was in town for Thanksgiving the next day, she came to visit and brought gifts and get-well cards from family up in Idaho. Daddy and I decided to take Big Sis home to our house for the rest of the week, so I went home Wednesday night to clean up the house, shower and get some rest while Daddy was at the hospital with Molly, and the next day Big Sis and I went back to the hospital.

To be continued, of course...

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Saturday, December 08, 2012

Molly's first hospital stay, Pt 1

Mon, Nov 19th,  my mom and dad arrived to the hospital right when the nurse was taking us up to Molly's room, so they rode the elevator up with us. I had Molly in my arms and my dad carried the tissue box the nurses gave me and the apple juice they gave Molly. In the elevator one of the nurses said while checking her papers "Let's see, you'll be in room..." and I was thinking it would be kind of cool if it was room 13. The nurse finished "... room 413." I said "Well that's neat... that's my favorite number! If there was anything I am superstitious about, it's my lucky number." So we got up to the 4th floor and walked through what seemed like a million halls and took a million more turns to get to room 4413. In reality it was only 3 halls and 2 turns, but I didn't get the hang of the layout until I actually left Molly's hospital room for the first time 3 days later.

We got all situated in the room and they immediately hooked Molly up to an IV for a platelet transfusion, which took about 30 minutes total for that. Then they put her on 5 bags of blood at 2 hrs each, so she was done with transfusions at around 9am the next day. She perked up and got a healthy pinkness in her cheeks only about 1/2 an hour after starting on the blood, so that was reassuring. This whole time I was crying still, and because of all that extra fluid running through my face I was also coughing up a storm for the whole week, probably due to the fact that I had just gotten a cold. The nurses put Molly's room on "droplet precaution" because of my cough, so every doctor and other hospital worker that came in the whole week wore a face mask and paper robe.

Big Sis was at grandma's house that first night and Daddy and I stayed with Molly in her room. Because of all the fluids she was taking in and because she was hooked up to so many lines, she needed assistance going to the toilet about every hour or so. Since we were rather tired already, I fell asleep first around midnight and Daddy stayed up with Molly for the first 4 hours or so. Then I stayed up with Molly the rest of the night while Daddy slept.

Side note: I just have to say 3-day potty training method is great, and I am so glad she's potty trained and we aren't throwing time, energy, and resources at diapers anymore, but it was a pain in the butt while at the hospital because she absolutely would not accept going in any diapers while there. We had no choice but to carry her to the toilet, IV pole on wheels in tow, every hour or less. Every (and I mean every) doctor or nurse that saw she had underwears on said that they were so impressed she's potty trained already.

Tues, Nov 20th, Molly got a slight fever and her blood pressure went up a little right after getting the blood transfusion so they put her on a 3x/day antibiotic (ceftazidime or FORTAZ) and a 1x/day blood pressure med (amlodipine or NORVASC). The rest of that morning we were just waiting for someone to officially diagnose Molly, and we got lots of visits from various hospital workers such as the child life specialist (person who makes sure the kids are comfortable and brings them toys to play with), and the social worker (our assigned social worker is amazing - she reminds me 100% of my aunt Peggy and she kept saying she's totally impressed with how we are helping Molly and Big sis adjust to the new normal).

Around 3pm on Tuesday one of the surgeons came in and started to explain to us that because Molly has leukemia, she'll be getting an IV port implanted into her chest the following morning which will help greatly with the IV transfusions and other chemo administrations, and they'll also take bone marrow from her hip and do a spinal tap to check for leukemia cells there and to administer chemo into her spine as either a prevention if there was no leukemia there or as a treatment if there was leukemia there. We had to stop the doctor there and ask if Molly really had leukemia, because no one had come in to tell us for sure that she had it or not. The doctor apologized because she didn't realize we had not been told, and then she said she'd come back later after the attending doctor had a chance to talk to us. After she left, me and Daddy had some special words for the hospital's method of organizing their staff's duties.

Quick lesson: The Bard PowerPort
  • The IV powerport is implanted into the chest. It is a small device about the size of a quarter, and it has 3 bumps on the top of it to help nurses know where to insert the port needle which is only used when they need access to the bloodstream. The port under the skin is connected to a catheter which is tunneled under the skin to a nearby location where the catheter is inserted into one of the large central veins. The surgeons make two incisions, one for the port itself, and one where they put the catheter into the vein. The port stays in the chest under the skin for the duration of the treatment (2.5 years or so for us). While the port is accessed (has a port needle in it), it needs to be flushed with saline and heparin (an anti-coagulant so the line doesn't get clogged) once a day or after each treatment is administered, which ever is sooner. If the port is not accessed, it only needs to be flushed once a month or so. If the port is accessed for a long period of time, the port needle needs to be changed once a week.
Well, the attending oncologist came in a bit later and apologized as well for the surgeon coming in too early, and gave us the official diagnosis of Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia. He gave us some information on the Children's Oncology Group (COG), which is a worldwide consortium of doctors studying children's cancers, and explained that no matter where we lived, Molly would receive the same cancer treatment as anywhere else. He explained that they are doing several studies or clinical trials, one of which Molly qualifies to be on if we consented, that will help the COG find more comfortable ways of treating cancer. He said the treatment is practically exactly the same either way, but the chemo doses on the study may have a slightly different schedule than the normal route, and there will be follow-up visits for up to ten years after the treatment is finished. We decided that since there's no extra cost to us, we were totally fine with Molly being on the clinical trial. Especially if it advanced the treatment methods of this disease that not so long ago (1960's) was a fatal disease that had no chances of surviving.

Quick lesson: (Source http://asheducationbook.hematologylibrary.org/content/2008/1/365.full)
Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia: An Historical Perspective
Astute observations, dedicated researchers, cooperative groups, and clinical trials as well as guinea pig serum, hypoglycemic cows, and periwinkle plant extracts—all contributed to the evolution of the term “cure” used with acute lymphoblastic leukemia (ALL), a disease that was invariably fatal until the 1960s. Over 50 years ago methotrexate, asparaginase (discovered when guinea pig serum inhibited experimental lymphomas by degrading the essential amino acid asparagine to aspartic acid), 6 mercaptopurine (the first designer drug) and steroids were being used to treat children with ALL. Remissions were short lived and children died, generally within a year. Since many patients were needed to study these agents, ALL was the stimulus for the formation of modern cancer cooperative study groups. In the mid 1950s, three children’s cooperative groups—Acute Leukemia Group A (eventually Children’s Cancer Group [CCG]), Acute Leukemia Group B (which became Cancer and Leukemia Group B [CALGB]), and the Southwest Cancer Chemotherapy Study Group (which evolved into the Southwest Oncology Group [SWOG])—formed in rapid succession. Internists also soon joined and began to enter patients into clinical trials. The 1960s were characterized by the discovery of vincristine, an extract from the periwinkle plant, which was being studied as a possible antiglycemic agent for hypoglycemic cows. It was noted to have a myelosuppressive effect; when given to children with ALL, 60% of them went into remission, a rate that increased to 90% when combined with prednisone. The incidence of remission was not increased significantly when vincristine, prednisone, and l-asparaginase were combined, but it was noted that when all three agents were used remissions lasted longer.
A major milestone occurred in the late 1960s when physicians began to treat occult central nervous system leukemia. Realizing that central nervous system was present but not measurable, clinicians at St. Jude Children’s Research Hospital began to use cranial radiation and later intrathecal therapy prophylactically to prevent the spread of hidden disease. The 1970s witnessed the dramatic results of this therapy, as the first “cures” were recognized and survival rates improved dramatically to over 50%. The 1980s witnessed the development of risk-based therapy and the beginnings of bone marrow transplantation as therapy for children with refractory or relapsed leukemia. The 1990s saw the application of the knowledge and tools of molecular biology, and a uniform system of risk classification was developed. European investigators from Berlin, Frankfurt, and Munich (BFM) intensified postinduction therapy (consolidation) by using higher doses and cycling multiple agents (the BFM regimen). This type of approach has resulted in a significant improvement in survival, especially for patients at high risk of failure.
The first decade of the twenty-first century saw the merger of the CCG and Pediatric Oncology Group into the Children’s Oncology Group, the incorporation of the molecularly targeted tyrosine kinase inhibitor, imatinib mesylate, in treatment for patients with Philadelphia chromosome–positive ALL, use of a long-acting form of PEG l-asparaginase in newly diagnosed patients, and approval of nelarabine for patients with recurring T-cell ALL and clofarabine for patients with recurring ALL. Retrospective studies have shown that young adults with ALL treated with pediatric protocols have a better outcome. Optimal treatment for older patients still remains a challenge. Selecting therapy based on patient- and disease-specific prognostic factors has led to a significant improvement in outcomes for childhood ALL, and the more recent adoption of this approach for adults has had a similar favorable impact.
We signed the necessary papers for consent to be on the study, consent to follow through with the port placement and bone marrow draw, and consent to use anesthesia. We received instructions that Molly had to have nothing to eat after midnight that night so her stomach would be empty for the surgery the next day. They also told us that they couldn't schedule the operating room until the next morning because they won't know for sure when it will be available for the length of time they need it for Molly's procedures, and even then it might get bumped if another more urgent emergency operation comes up.

That afternoon, somewhere in there, Daddy's parents brought Big Sis to the hospital to visit Molly, and my parents and siblings and great-grandma came to visit as well. I think the ICS (Immuno Compromised Services) nurses thought we were rule-breakers for having more than the allowed 4 people in the room at one time. But only one nurse reminded us of the rule, and that was on the last day we were there. That night Big Sis stayed at grandma's house again, and Daddy and I took shifts with staying up with Molly. Daddy went to Arby's to get us lunch that day, and his dad picked us up some Taco Bell for dinner, while Molly ate her favorite pancakes or mac & cheese from the cafeteria all day long.

iPod and Netflix were Molly's favorite things during our stay at PCMC.
Molly and her favorite Big Sis

To be continued...

P.S.

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Thursday, December 06, 2012

Why we took Molly to the doctor, and what happened there

Around the end of October, Molly was being her usual energetic self and was climbing on the counter in my bathroom to get to my toothbrush. She LOVES to suck on other people's toothbrushes, and so I put mine at the way back of the counter so she couldn't reach it. Just a second later I heard a crash (or a bang, or a thud... doesn't matter) and then some Molly cries. I rushed to her to find her almost to the point of passing out with crying. She had fallen from the counter and bruised her chin and elbow. No serious bleeding or breaks. So I gave her lots of hugs and kisses and found a distraction activity for her. On Nov 7th 2012, I noticed that Molly had a little of a limp, and I was concerned that maybe she had fractured her leg when she fell off the counter (that's the only way I could think of that she could have hurt her leg). Daddy and I decided that we should take her directly to InstaCare to have the doctor there look at it. We took her to the one in Layton, which ended up having waits as long as 90 minutes, so we drove from there to the Syracuse one, where they saw her immediately. They asked questions, watched her try to walk, and took an X-Ray of her leg and found no fractures or breaks. The doctor said that because there are no breaks, it's likely she overextended her knee when she fell and we should give her children's ibuprofen to ease her pain until it heals. As we were leaving, the doctor asked us as an afterthought if she's usually as pale as she was. I have always thought she was paler than the rest of us so I told the doctor that I didn't think it was abnormal.

On Nov 16th, I was at my mom's house and she brought up Molly's paleness, and her recent drop in energy (she was absolutely refusing to walk by this point). I looked at her compared to everyone else in the house and I realized that Molly really WAS pale. Her lips were a faint pink and the insides of her eyelids where white. Since me and my mom both have a history of anemia (red blood cell deficiency) we supposed that might be what she had, so I called Molly's regular pediatrician to see if we could get in as soon as possible to do a blood test for anemia. They told me the soonest they could make an appointment for her was on the following Monday, so I set it up for 1pm and carried on with my weekend as planned. We left Molly and Big Sis with Daddy's parents for the weekend (we explained she would have low energy and wouldn't want to walk because of the likely strain in her knee and probable anemia) and we headed to Denver for a Celtic Thunder concert.

Monday Nov 19th, the pediatrician's office called and asked if we could move the appointment back an hour, which was fine except for Molly's nap is usually around 2pm. I called my mom after to let her know I would update her after the appointment on what the pediatrician says about Molly, since she's the one that opened my eyes to how seriously pale Molly had gotten.

We went in and the pediatrician came in and asked for details why I thought Molly needed to be seen that day, and after I explained everything he poked around her belly and listened to her chest and squeezed her legs. He then looked at me and said I needed to take her down to Primary Children's immediately, because he suspected she has ALL, a type of leukemia. He said he would call down to the Emergency Room and let them know I was coming. He sent a nurse in to give me directions to PCMC and asked if I am ok to drive down there alone or if I wanted someone to go with me. I suspect he thought I was in shock or something, but I was holding everything together just fine because I still didn't quite understand what ALL was and I knew Molly really was just anemic and no one had taken any blood for tests yet so they weren't sure themselves. So I got in the car and ran through in my head everything I had with me to make sure I didn't need to go back home for anything before heading down to PCMC (Primary Children's Medical Center). After I got on the freeway I called Daddy and told him what was up and asked if he could take the rest of the day off work since I would be passing by his work on the way to PCMC at around 3pm anyways. Then I called my mom to tell her what the pediatrician thought Molly had and asked her to look it up online to learn more about it.

I picked up Daddy and we arrived at PCMC around 4pm and checked in at the ER. They called us back almost immediately (they really didn't seem busy that day) and an ER nurse put a needle into Molly's left hand and wrapped it up so she couldn't bend it or pick at it. I really should have been thinking better right before they put the needle in because Molly sucks her left thumb and I should have told them that so they would put the needle in her right hand. But it was in the left, and they drew some blood and sent to their lab to be analyzed. We waited in that ER room for 2 hours while the lab finished all their tests and while we were there we got a lot of visits from a lot of doctors, nurses, and a social worker. I couldn't keep any of their names straight or what part of the hospital they were from, but that's ok... there's only one that we have seen several times since the ER visit.

Quick lesson (you may know this already from watching Grey's Anatomy or other such shows):

  • Intern: Someone who has completed medical school and is working for a year at a hospital to learn how things are done there under supervision
  • Resident: Someone who has completed their internship at a hospital after medical school and works under supervision
  • Fellow: Someone who has completed their residency and is training in a sub-specialty under supervision
  • Attending: Someone who has completed their fellowship and is now able to perform medicine unsupervised. They may be supervising the Fellow and Resident. 

An Attending doctor came in sometime around 2 hours after we arrived and drew a diagram on a napkin of a bone and what the marrow inside it does. For some reason the doctors and nurses there have a shortage of note paper because they were all drawing things on napkins for us... kind of odd in my opinion.

Quick lesson (bone marrow):
The bone marrow is where parts of blood is made, and specifically in our case the white blood cells, red blood cells, and platelets.
  • White blood cells: these help fight infectious diseases. Normal: around 17
  • Red blood cells: these carry oxygen to all parts of the body. Normal: around 5.3
  • Platelets: these help blood clot if it needs to. Normal: around 400,000
  • Lymphoblasts ("blasts"): immature white blood cells. Normal: anything under 20%
The doctor then explained that her blasts percentage was high (22%) and her red cells and platelets were very low (.77 and 5,000 respectively). He said that because of these numbers, they are going to send her blood to a "more sophisticated" lab where they can confirm for sure the suspicion of ALL. Then he said that she will be a guest at the hospital for awhile. At this I was confused and asked how long a while was... overnight maybe? The doctor immediately shook his head and said "Oh, no. Much longer than that." And that is when my heart fell and all my plans for the foreseeable future flew out the door and and I just started to cry. My Molly isn't supposed to get sick. No one I care for is supposed to get sick.

Between that and when they took Molly up to the ICS (Immuno Compromised Services) unit on the 4th floor, I cried and cried. My dad called to see if they could come visit us in the hospital, which they did, and Daddy took Big Sis to his parents house to stay for the night and to pick up some dinner for us.

To be continued...

P.S.
I am very grateful for my mom who scared me into taking Molly to the pediatrician to get checked out, and for the pediatrician who recognized the signs of ALL and sent me down to PCMC. I am not a religious person, but I know that Daddy would thank his heavenly father for inspiring everyone involved so that we can all do what needs to be done to help Molly survive.

Molly is incredibly important to me, and it's something like this that makes you realize how fragile the human body is and how important it is to take care of yourself. I got a glimpse of how others might feel if I somehow ceased to be alive.

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